Assalamualaikum
Selamat berpuasa gais tho it is kinda late but who cares.
Sekarang aku tengah dalam fasa menulis thesis which is baru tulis materials and methods itu pun makan masa sampai tiga minggu ha kau kemain gaya mcm dah tulis half thesis *nangis tepi bucu katil*
Dan sesunggunya seperti menulis blog, menulis thesis lebih memerlukan mood, sebab bila takde mood tu ko macam malas nak fikir pape, malas nak mengarang haaa, maka menulis bloglah hengkau sedangkan dah tahu thesis tu lebih penting dari blog ini.
Last week, masa aku balik kampung untuk sambut first day ramadan kat rumah, i received a message from whatsapp, from the school group, they're planning a reunion on this September, so whomever interested to be counted in, they need to fill up a form in google and make payment. Aku? tertarik la gak nak pergi tapi memikirkan aku ni boleh tahan introvertnya, at the end rasa macam eh malas lah nak pergi (betapa tahap overthinkingnya dah datang, sibuk fikir nanti nak sembang dengan sape, nak cakap pasal apa, padahal kalau niat pergi tu nak eratkan hubungan dgn kawan2, Allah akan bagi idea punyalah what to do haha). Since aku pun bukanlah ada masa free sangat dengan thesis tak siap lagi, nak pergi conference lagi, so I decided not to be part of them but half of me nak la berada bersama mereka because seriously, bila aku terserempak dgn budak-budak sekolah aku, i was like awkward gila habaq hang taktau nak sembang apa, at least maybe if i put my name in the list i can help myself not to be awkward when i meet them even at pasaraya wherever. But i'm afraid if at the end of the day, i will be the one yang duduk kat tepi buat hal sendiri, tak pedulikan orang, plus my bestfriends are not around.
but seriously guys, if there is a chance for you to make a bond between u and your friends, go! dont think much, because at the first place we're created to complete others, and others were created to complete us, Allah ciptakan kita untuk kita saling kenal.
But still i'm not going to be in the group, got a lot to do and i wish i could end everything soon.
